Why do I procrastinate when I know what to do
His mum told him to clean his boots. He said "I will." He never did. Thirty years later, same pattern. It's not discipline. It's something else entirely.
Three feet away
One observation I deleted almost every app that wasn't essential because I didn't want my kid growing up seeing me stare at a rectangle more often
Less Noise
I didn't want my kid growing up seeing me stare at a rectangle more often than I looked at him. What surprised me wasn't peace or productivity. It was how quickly the world regained texture.
Why can't I make decisions
He has the savings, the skills, the supportive wife, the plan. He can't make the decision. Not because he's indecisive but because making it would change who he is.
What the old chair knew
One observation A year after I restored three old chairs by hand, IKEA released one with almost the same design, half the weight, a hollow frame, and somehow more expensive
"I'm Fine With That"
I said 'I'm fine with that' like I was doing them a favour by accepting. I was trying not to smile.
The seat you earn
One observation You can talk about hiring after reading ten articles, or after sitting through fifty interviews and getting it wrong. The difference shows fast. One cost Years of consuming
None of Them Were Listed
Every meaningful job I've had came from someone who'd seen me work and mentioned my name when I wasn't in the room.
Fear has terrible math
One observation Fear predicts endings. Experience delivers beginnings. One cost The only real loss is the time spent believing the imaginary version was the final one. One question What is
Two Years Too Late
In the exit interview I told them: two years too late. They should have fired me sooner. I should have left sooner. Neither of us said what we knew.
Thirty Minutes
She gave me thirty minutes of everything that was wrong with me. I took all of it. She wasn't attacking me. She was falling apart near me.
Tracking killed the practice
One observation The practice stopped being something I did and turned into something I tracked. One cost The energy moved from the work to the streak, and missing a day